parents' room feels like heaven...

tomorrow night will be 1 week I slept in my parents' room..
well, admit it,
parents' room feels like heaven..

whenever I couldn't sleep,
I went there and sleep...

There, no need to be afraid...
warmth is there..
so lucky i could sleep there for 1 week..
*n my dad isn't angry... :p*

well, actually i want to sleep in my own room..
but i'm afraid
if I sleep in my own room,
then I could not sleep in their room anymore..
what should I do??? TT

lately

okay...
he's here..
but as usual, he won't talk to me 1st..
so i had to talk first..
girl ask boy first????
unbelievable... I'm not gonna do that,...
but at last, I did it.. :(
*I'm so disappointed with me,hope I could be tougher*

this morning, mom said,
"Next month we'll have fam reunion...
it'll be held in auntie's house..
she said that u might play the piano,
but don't play classic song.."
Mom may not ask me to play..
but it seems that she said that to ask me to play..

I'm fine to play the piano..
but I'm not that expert...
what song should I play??

S.O.S by JB??
A little bit longer by Nick J??
Zhi dui ni you gan jue by FLH n Hebe??
Suan tian by FLH n SHE???

dunno.... :(

feel guilty

Ok. I really feel guilty..
It's been 2 days from Sunday..
And I dunno how to fix it...
*hope I could fix it*

He's the one who ever fell in love with her..
And now, I'd ruined everything...
What a nice girl I am???

Now my world isn't the same anymore..
He feels bad, n so do I..
I don't know what her exact feeling,,
but he said that she's happy now..
I don't think so..
cause she's not that kind of girl..
She still have feeling for shouting out loud..
Maybe she's not like me, but in some ways, she's better than me...
Much more better than me.....
Hope he know that...

I really don't know what I must to do...
He's better with her..
but not her...
*sigh*

my memories...

Last day of semester 1 holiday..

And I really bored..

Have nothing to do..

Then got an idea for editing my photo...

Well, thanks God I got photoscape in my grandma’s laptop..

So, I edited some of my pictures with my friends..

It’s one of my memories..

When I edit it, I suddenly feel miss them, especially her..

*can u guess???*

I really can’t cherish the time..

When I was there, I didn’t look for her..

And now, I regret it..

Really-really regret..

When will I be there again??

It’s gonna be take a long waiting...

Not only bored now.. I start to feel scared..

It’s only 2 days more till her leaving..

Well, it’s the 2nd time,

But I still scared..

*I just like a loser*

Well, I have to be braver...

2010 new year resolution....

ok.. everyone wrote this kind of blog, so..
Juz following.. haha..
*hope you don't mind, guys...*

1. get a higher mark
I feel like my mark isn't the best I could be...

2. be a nicer girl..
try to be more patient, care, ...

3. start to make a portfolio..
well, in case I'll take my sister's college..

4. be more friendly to my cousin..
I kind of not really know them.. so let's start to know each other.. *thx 2 BlackBerry*

5. make more friends..
try to find TRUE FANS of my idol.. and find people who had the same fav...

6. have a holiday with my family (again)
and I hope it's in China or HK..

I guess that's all...

unexpected meeting

well,, first of all, I wanna say Happy new Year...
Wish this year will be better and will give the best for me...

today, 2nd Jan 2010, me and my fam went to dine out..
we had our dinner at a steamboat restaurant..
*we've been there a lot of times.. but we still love it..*
We really enjoy the food, until...
I saw a boy..
and I recognize him..
This is the second time I unexpectedly met him..
First one, was when I still had something with him..

now, everybody told me that he's not the same him anymore..
and I never talked to him anymore..

When I saw him,
all of my memories came to my brain..
huff.. what a very unexpected meeting...