i don't know whether it's a good day or a bad day.

the day I meant is the 25th of February..
well, I bet some of you know that it is my birthday,
and I actually had already been waiting for it..
I always wondering, what will my friends give me,
or who will wish me a happy birthday,
and whether it's going to be a good day or a bad day..
I admit, I kinda like a little kid..

the night before, I slept at my mom's bedroom,
I woke up around 5 and activate my cellphone..
2 messages.. wow...
5.15 am some friends started to write “HBD Tata" on their's blackberry messenger status..
then, they started to chat me..

I went to school, my friends gave me cupcakes and a watch..
To be honest, the cupcakes looks cute, but when you see it carefully, it's quite frightening.. especially the chip and dale.. haha.. :p *just saying*
the watch is cool, all white.. but I'm afraid, I'll make it dirty.. :D
I move from class to class bringing that big bag with cupcakes inside.. -.-'''

After school, I did my routine, which is went to an english course and chinese course..
I brought cakes for my teachers. and actually I hope someone will appear that day...
but in fact, I didn't see the person I'd like to see...

and that day ended just like that.. although I was happy to see the presents, but there's still my wish which hasn't been realized..

sudden celebrity

why I chose this title? coz I am now..
haha..
you don't believe?? no problem..
I'll tell why I chose this title..

august 21, 2010..
it was the first day i became a sudden celebrity..
well, on Wednesday august 18, if I'm not mistaken,
my brother invited me to his b'day party..
well, Okay. I don't have any plan for saturday, so it's fine

then, Thursday august 19, 2010...
I got another b'day party invitation for Saturday..
WHAT???? Saturday??? the same day??
then I saw the time.. and the same time??
the place, well, ofc, not the same place..
how can I be at the different place on the same time??
NO WAY!!!!
then I asked my mom, 'what should I do?"
my mom said, 'it's up to me..'
wew -.-''

one is my brother now, and one was my brother..
*well, he's still my brother.. but we're not that close anymore*
ofc, I prefer my present brother than the other one..
but, I don't want to disappoint the other brother,
or let's say, I don't want to miss this opportunity...
so my last choice is that, come to both of them..

and I did.. I went to my brother first, then to my present brother..
but at last, I don't think I'm satisfied or I'm happy... :(

and I'm afraid, this thing is happening again..
today, 16 Oct, I had 2 b'day invitations *again*
1st is my classmate's.. she's a girl
2nd, is my.... well, you can say, my ex..
I'd like to come to both of them.. but.. *there's always 'but'...*

I don't think I belong to her b'day party..
but I belong to his b'day party..
I don't think I'm important to him,
but I'm important to her...*well, at least, she is quite important to me*

uurgh.. so confusing...
I really hope that's not gonna happen for the third time..

and let's see for next week plan..
okay, 21 oct, my little nephew gonna be a month, and there's gonna be a party *again*
then, last night, my dad gave me an another b'day invitation.. well, let's say my cousin's little girl is turning one... and there's a birthday party *again and again*
then, the next week, 28 Oct is my big nephew birthday..
and 1 Nov, it's my mom n my friend 's birthday.. oh my!!!

Happy birthday, dear Boy....

hey, boy..
I know it's late here (but not there)

I want to wish u a happy birthday..

I hope you have a blast one...

I wish you know I exist.. :p

All the best for you, boy...

Best birthday ever...

Yesterday, 25.02.2010
It's my 15th birthday...

It's quite a special birthday...
I didn't get any present in the morning,
and at school,
but when we're at my party,
WOW... big presents came..
wkwkwkwk...
it's a pity I can't invite all of them...

First big present,
Marie kitty doll.... luv it...

Second present,
1. Mickey earphone
2. Mickey mug
3. Chip key chain
4. A crystal ball... *it's what I want*
5. winter bag
6. ribbon hair accessories..

and I also got a kitty bag and 6 T-Shirts from my uncle
and a photo frame with Nick J and Jackson Rathbone's photo inside from my bestie....

Luv u all..
It's a very special birthday ever...

thank you, guys...
can't mention their name one by one... :)