when you're lonely, who will you think of...

this is the title of a song, actually.. A chinese song..
當你孤單你會想起誰 (dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shei)
A song sang by Nicholas Teo 張棟樑

this isn't a new song, and we can categorized it as an old song.
But I don't know why, this afternoon, in dancing class, I really wanted to listen to this song..
I took my iPod, and listen to this.. but then, the school bell rang.. -.-''' I turned it off, and went to eat my lunch..
After school, in school bus, I listen to this song.. Seems that it's been a long time I didn't listen to this song...

當你孤單你會想起誰 你想不想找個人來陪
when you're lonely, who will you think of... Don't you want to look for a person for accompanying you

hey, boy, when you're lonely, who will you think of?? I wish it's me.. cause sometimes, I think of you when I'm lonely.. :)

只看見你 just can see you..

this is what i watched just now... a song sang by Aaron yan, my fave singer and actor...

He released a new album called “the next me" on March 25...

I've been listening to this song since last weekend, and I still love it..

The lyrics is great, it has a pattern which very interesting *in my opinion* and the meaning is very touching..

I'd like to have someone special sing this song for me... and I wish it's him.. lol.. :p

Aaron said....

well, you might ask, who the hell is Aaron??
He's not my boy *But I wish he was.. lol..*
He's not my brother *and again, I wish he were... :p*
He's the most influenced person in my life...

He got a cute face,
but,
He's been suffering a lot,
I wish I could replace him....

I'm not gonna talk about Aaron this time..
But I'm gonna talk bout what he said..

He said that, Life without friends is like life without the sunshine..
then,
what about life without love??
what I mean love here is love between boyfriend and girlfriend..

I know, friends are more important than a boy/girlfriend.
But, is it wrong wanting a boyfriend/girlfriend??
No, right?? :)

my feeling

Okay, I don't really know about what exactly I wanted to say..
But I just want to write on my blog..

Here's my feeling recently..
I kinda have a crush on someone...
but I'm quite sure that he don't know me..
well, he might recognize me,
but I don't think he want to know me better,
well, Who am I?
I'm just a eleven grader, a girl who isn't famous in school,
and you can say a School freak..
or, a Bookworm..

well, I admit it..
I like reading, I want to be a nicer girl at school,
not the one who try to be famous at school...

I don't know what to do with my feeling actually..
my first choice, wait until it's my time,
but with his personality,
I don't think it'll work if I didn't do any action..

my 2nd choice, GIVE UP..
and I actually really don't want to do that..
but, if it's the only choice, then I'll do it..
if it's for my own sake, or maybe for his sake, I'll do it..

what's the exact thing I must do??

Tug of war

yesterday, my school arranged 2 competition for celebrating the independence day...
yes, today is the independence day..

I join the Tug of war competition..
actually, I didn't plan to join it coz seems that I'm not chosen.. :p
but then, no one is willing to play, so I just join to have some fun.. :)
in fact, I really had a lot of fun..

1. coz I won... well, my team won...
2. I saw him playing for 8 times.. well, actually he's quite pitiful.. he needed to play 8 times to win,, but I just played 6 times..
   

well, actually, I didn't plan to watch his match, cause I've just done doing mine, and I wanted some cool air.. so I went inside my class.. then, I heard the host said, "This is grade 12 Social 1 VS...."
weew.. It's his class.. Maybe I should watch.. and I saw him standing next to the... well, let's say "rope".. haha, don't know what its name actually.. :D

then his class won the first competition..
after that, I played again for the semifinal, and so did he..
I won, and so did he.. but I just play 2 times, for semifinal, and he needed to play 3 times..
and so was the final.. I played 2 times, but he played 3 times.. :p

well,, you've done well, boy!! you look cute, in fact..


the last one I was really happy is because Rheyhan was there too...
finally, he went to my school... Lol..

Happy birthday, dear Boy....

hey, boy..
I know it's late here (but not there)

I want to wish u a happy birthday..

I hope you have a blast one...

I wish you know I exist.. :p

All the best for you, boy...

unexpected meeting

well,, first of all, I wanna say Happy new Year...
Wish this year will be better and will give the best for me...

today, 2nd Jan 2010, me and my fam went to dine out..
we had our dinner at a steamboat restaurant..
*we've been there a lot of times.. but we still love it..*
We really enjoy the food, until...
I saw a boy..
and I recognize him..
This is the second time I unexpectedly met him..
First one, was when I still had something with him..

now, everybody told me that he's not the same him anymore..
and I never talked to him anymore..

When I saw him,
all of my memories came to my brain..
huff.. what a very unexpected meeting...

anything

Well,
after posting the latest posting,
Now I realize that she's really important to me..
N i guess I'm not going out with friends, without her.
*except, I'm going to buy her present*

Tonight,
one o my friend ask "when will u start dating a boy?"
what a silly question is that??
how could he asked me that question??
seems that he already know the answer...
lol

Christmas is on the way already..
really wanted to give him a Christmas present,.,.
but how?? haha.. impossible...

Nick J is sick.. again... but not diabetes...

OMG..
baru aja bangun tidur..
check fb via bb..
n found that Jonas Brothers's fans club wrote :
"We are sad to announce the cancellation of the Jonas Brothers concert for this evening in Zurich. Nick Jonas of the Jonas Brothers is ill with an upper respiratory infection of the nose and throat and the doctor has advised that he not speak or sing. This is the first time that the Jonas Brothers have ever cancelled a show for sickness and deeply regret that they will not be able to perform as a group tonight"

OMG...
So sad to read that..
seems that Nick J is too cute too suffer..

and why I always like a person who has been suffering???
1st is aaron yan..
now is Nick J..
OMG..

And I always admire them..
huh..

hope he'll get well soon.. (I mean it's a must..)

God Bless You, Nick...
^^

Aku Bukan Membencimu

Dari awal kita bertemu
Aku merasa kau berbeda
Berbeda dari orang lain
Yang ada di sekitarku

Aku selalu kau temani ke mana saja
Tak peduli seberapa kasarnya aku terhadapmu
Kau tetap setia berada di sampingku

Terkadang
Tingkah lakumu menarik perhatianku
Hingga membuatku tak dapat konsentrasi dengan pekerjaanku

Namun
Kepolosanmu adalah bantuan terbesar untukku
Kepolosanmu menghasilkan sesuatu yang tak terduga
Itulah yang kukagumi dari dirimu

Saat aku memasuki ruangan pribadimu
Aku tahu mengapa kau tak perbolehkan aku melihatnya sebelum ini
Saat kau mengambil risiko untuk membuktikan keahlianmu
Otakku tak dapat berhenti memikirkanmu

Saat kau terbaring di tempat tidur karena dicelakai orang
Hatiku benar-benar tak tega melihatmu seperti ini
Biasanya engkau begitu hebohnya
Hingga terkadang aku tak tahan melihatmu seperti itu

Terkadang aku memang terlalu kasar terhadapmu
Terkadang aku memang terlewat batas
Namun
Kau tidak pernah memperhitungkan semua itu

Kau balas semua kekasaranku dengan perhatianmu
Kau balas semua amarahku dengan kesabaranmu
Tapi mengapa aku tak sadar akan semua ketulusan hatimu itu

Mungkin kau pikir aku membencimu
Mungkin kau pikir aku tidak suka kau ada di sampingku
Tidak
Bukan begitu

Aku bukan membencimu
Aku bukan tak suka padamu
Hanya saja saat aku melihat dirimu
Sama seperti melihat diriku di cermin
Bagian negatiflah yang selalu menonjol
Aku benar-benar bukan membencimu

Mengapa Harus Kamu

Wajahmu begitu imut

Senyummu begitu manis

Membuatku menyukai dirimu

Alunan pianomu yang merdu

Sorotan matamu yang hangat

Membuatku

Tak dapat tak mencintaimu

Tapi mengapa

Di balik wajah yang imut

Di balik senyum yang manis

Penderitaan yang bertubi-tubi

Datang menimpamu

Mulai dari kesehatan

Hilangnya orang-orang penting dalam hidup

Hingga kata orang yang begitu menyayat hati

Semua perasaanmu

Kau siratkan dalam tulisanmu

Begitu indahnya

Hingga menggerakkan hatiku

Tapi mengapa

Penderitaan tak henti-hentinya menimpamu

Tak bisakah aku meringankan bebanmu

Meski tak bisa

Haruskah kau yang tertimpa

Haruskah kamu