last 5 days

11.03.2011 I went to Singapore to visit my sister and spend 5 days there.. It's the first time I went to Singapore since my sister studies there..

First day, I felt like a fool.. lol.. I walked beside my sister who lives there for about almost 2 years.. I can say that she already knew anything there, and I don't know anything.. I walked quite fast that day, but I don't know which direction to go.. haha..

The weekend, I spent with my family go shopping.. we never don't shop there.. haha.. there's always things I'd like to buy... almost every time, I bought CD, books, clothes... what i love from Sgp is Mc.D's breakfast.. and my favorite is the hash brown!!! ooh, I want that more!!! *yummy*

On Monday, I went to my sister's school and met her friends.. in the afternoon, I went to marina barrage with my junior high friend.. and we also went to the cinema watched Red Riding Hood.. what a nice movie.. very nice.. I almost cried.. haha.. *I admit, I'm easily touched by film or music*

Tuesday, went to hospital for medical check-up, not me.. it's my dad, and after that, still the same as usual, shopping *again*...

Wednesday, packing and went back home.. I'd like to say home sweet home, but..... Well, I love home but not the country...

today, I did my routine then feel like last 5 days are dream.. and i wish i'll never wake up from that dream...

family

a lot of ppl said that FAMILY stands for "Father And Mother I Love You"
then what about brother and sister? They still part of a family, right??

that's not what I'm gonna talk about actually

I'd like to say *well, kinda complaining* about my and my friend's family condition..

Some of my friends' parents didn't allow them to have a relationship now.. I mean, when we're in High School. They think that we're not adult enough, while we think it's kinda late, because a lot of our friends alr had their relationship since... um... Junior High, or even maybe Elementary school..

well, but in my opinion, they have a very nice family.. They usually go somewhere, and it's usually abroad (where I wanted to have my holiday with my family), on holiday...

and they (my friends) aren't really happy with that condition..
They prefer having a relationship to having a holiday with family..
well, human never feel satisfied, right?? and they regret it when they lost it..

If can't have relationship is the only way to have a family vacation, then I prefer not to have a relationship right now....

I always wanna be your little girl

last night,
when I said good night to my mom and dad,
my dad said,
"why don't you grow up?"
and I actually didn't get what my dad said..
then he continued,
"why are you still like a little girl?"
I didn't know what to answer,
so I just smiled..

After I went out from their bedroom,
I told myself,
Because I always wanna be your little girl, dad...

I actually already planned something for my 17th b'day
but, I don't think that I'm gonna tell this to anyone,
except, they're reading my blog.. :)

everyone says 17.. you're now not a little girl/boy anymore..
you've grown up..
yes, we've grown up..
But here, in my heart, I always wanna be your little girl, mom, dad..
will you do this for me???

Once again,,I'm not ready...

H**l, why the time can't stop?
sometimes we need it to move quicker,
but sometimes we need it to move slower or even stop..
Well, that's Human.. Never feel satisfied...

Why I'm not ready?
okay, here are some reasons...

1. I'm not in the class with my best girl..

2. I've spent the whole holiday (+the 2nd semester final exam) with my sis..
And now, she just left like that.. I'm alone again..
*that's why I wish I had a lil bro or sis*

3. I get more pressure this year..
Because of score, and bla bla bla..

4. I just want to be with her.. is that wrong??

well, i guess that's all..

What a great Lunar New Year

Last Sunday was the Lunar New Year..
So happy..
I met my cousins..
I've never met them since the last Lunar New Year and last June...

Now, we already share anything..
*well, thanks to BlackBerry...*

She's so beautiful.. Even my friends want to know her..
*and I'm definitely jealous.. it's normal, isn't it??*

The other one, She's so tall and cute...
I really admire her..

The reunion was really fun..
Met all of the family member,,
singing, goin' crazy..
watch the slide of old photos...
so happy....
it's a pity I came late...
*can't blame anyone actually*


and now,,
it's 4 more days till..
FIFTEEN.. ;)
*gonna sing that song again and again...*

one more days till Valentine and Lunar New Year...

Tomorrow is 14 of February...
this time, is quite different from before...

first one is
Lunar New Year *or Chinese New Year, whatever*
And I'm really, really happy..
coz I'll meet my cousin..
*waaa..... I miss them....*

Second,
Valentine day..
well, nothing special actually
coz i don't hv bf yet..
but I'm still wanting it.. haha..

What I'm happy for is
The Lunar New Year!!
Can't wait for it...

Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine Day.....

parents' room feels like heaven...

tomorrow night will be 1 week I slept in my parents' room..
well, admit it,
parents' room feels like heaven..

whenever I couldn't sleep,
I went there and sleep...

There, no need to be afraid...
warmth is there..
so lucky i could sleep there for 1 week..
*n my dad isn't angry... :p*

well, actually i want to sleep in my own room..
but i'm afraid
if I sleep in my own room,
then I could not sleep in their room anymore..
what should I do??? TT