sister...

aneh banget nih perasaan..
Sejak nonton NEW MOON (yg pertama kali),
hubunganku ama dn tu dah baik lagi..
Yaaah, meski jakno bukane ga baik,
tapii, akhir2 ini tu aq ama dn lebih sering jengkel e..
gara" :

1. tmn2 di sekelilingku tdk mendukung kalo dn tu sebenere enak
2. kdg sifat e dn ya emg gitu.. (ga bisa jelasin)
3. emg aq org yg gmpg emosian
4. dari dulu hub Q ama dia ya gitu terus.. (sejak SD)

*sigh*
wew...


dn td blg mbe aq gini "bsk jgn nyarii aq ya.. ada acara..."
cmn ta jawab "ya nek inget.. wkwk..."

Isa ga ya aku pisah dari dia??
selama ini, aku nda sekelas ama dia tu rasae gimana gitu..
ya seneng, tp ya susah..
coz, dia tu enak nek diajak rundingan ttg pelajaran..
tapi, kadang tu sifate jengkeli.. nda tau kenapa..
*yeah, maybe that's coz I really care bout her.. and I hope so*

bingung bgt.. di skul tu jarang ada org yg lebih dewasa drpd aku..
tp dn beda.. meski nyebeli kadang2,,
tapi dn tu kaya lebiih dewasa dr aku.. n I love that feeling..
feels like she's my own sister..

I miss the moments when we're all together..
when we're talking bout our fave books, film, topic..
when we're discussing our lesson..
discussing girl stuff..

I really miss those moments....

Dear God-Nicholas Jonas

Dear God
I hate to be a bother, but I gotta say
This world is getting crazier with every day
I hope You'll hear me out now as I stop and pray

Dear God
People take Your words and try to twist em' round
I know You can't be happy with what's goin' down
I'm searchin' for some answers, but they can't be found
Can You help me out, dear God

Dear God,
Just the other night I heard somebody say
What's the use believin' in You anyway
I guess it was just heartache talkin' through the pain
It's a cryin' shame

Dear God,
I know You're disappointed in the things we've done
Can't they see the truth that they're all running from
Try to preach You message with a loaded gun
What they thinkin' of, Dear God

Everybody's searching for an easy solution
They can't see beyond, the selfish world they're living in
Your words of love get lost, in all the confusion
But I still believe, someday You're gonna speak to me

Dear God,
I know You've got a million other calls to take
You're dealing with a lot of things that just won't wait
But there is one request that I just gotta make

Dear God
Won't You send a sign down, just to ease my doubt
I'm trying to hear You, but the silence is so loud
I think I see a rainbow from behind the clouds
And I hear You now, dear God.

new moon

I didn't find other word to describe that movie..
except,
AWESOME!!!

it reminding me to my past..
The time when me and her..
in the same class..
have fun together..

and actually...
I miss that moment....

I know sometimes I don't like her..
but I think it's normal..
coz, nobody's perfect..

and still, we're friends anyway..
and...
she's the one I need for some things..
still wanting those moments anyway..
besides I'm happy and interesting,,
She's there.. with me...

Sis, I miss those moments like you...

Nick J is sick.. again... but not diabetes...

OMG..
baru aja bangun tidur..
check fb via bb..
n found that Jonas Brothers's fans club wrote :
"We are sad to announce the cancellation of the Jonas Brothers concert for this evening in Zurich. Nick Jonas of the Jonas Brothers is ill with an upper respiratory infection of the nose and throat and the doctor has advised that he not speak or sing. This is the first time that the Jonas Brothers have ever cancelled a show for sickness and deeply regret that they will not be able to perform as a group tonight"

OMG...
So sad to read that..
seems that Nick J is too cute too suffer..

and why I always like a person who has been suffering???
1st is aaron yan..
now is Nick J..
OMG..

And I always admire them..
huh..

hope he'll get well soon.. (I mean it's a must..)

God Bless You, Nick...
^^

music-piano

hmm..
bingung bgt ez..

dari dulu udah hidup di dpn piano..
skrg lepas dari piano..

kangen bgt..
tp gmn lg??
wkt tak mendukung..
suasana jg tak mendukung..

dengerin tmn2 yg isa main musik..
isa main musik dgn santai..
enjoy..

iri bgt..
mereka isa main smbil nyanyi..
aq terpaku ama not balok..

merke isa dengerin n dptin not nya..
aq???
mana bisa kaya gitu..

rasanya les jg percuma..
ga guna..
tp pengen bisa..

what should I do???

me want my love story.... T-T

love story...
Romeo and juliet..
Liang shan po and zhu ying tai...

seems that love story always so beautiful..
and everyone wants it...

hmm.. include me...
but seems that,
I haven't ready for my own love story...
so my love story hasn't come..

but some of my friends already has it..
and I want too..

still believe that love will come naturally..
but I don't think I can wait that long...


~LOVE~

long time no see...

long time no see, guyz..
n now,
dunno what to say...

Senior High, huh...
too many homework, test, n school stuff...
so busy...

miss my sis..
miss my best friend..
miss 'him'...

OMG..
my feeling is so complicated...

I should focus on school..
but i want to enjoy my life..
what should I do????