Best birthday ever...

Yesterday, 25.02.2010
It's my 15th birthday...

It's quite a special birthday...
I didn't get any present in the morning,
and at school,
but when we're at my party,
WOW... big presents came..
wkwkwkwk...
it's a pity I can't invite all of them...

First big present,
Marie kitty doll.... luv it...

Second present,
1. Mickey earphone
2. Mickey mug
3. Chip key chain
4. A crystal ball... *it's what I want*
5. winter bag
6. ribbon hair accessories..

and I also got a kitty bag and 6 T-Shirts from my uncle
and a photo frame with Nick J and Jackson Rathbone's photo inside from my bestie....

Luv u all..
It's a very special birthday ever...

thank you, guys...
can't mention their name one by one... :)

What a great Lunar New Year

Last Sunday was the Lunar New Year..
So happy..
I met my cousins..
I've never met them since the last Lunar New Year and last June...

Now, we already share anything..
*well, thanks to BlackBerry...*

She's so beautiful.. Even my friends want to know her..
*and I'm definitely jealous.. it's normal, isn't it??*

The other one, She's so tall and cute...
I really admire her..

The reunion was really fun..
Met all of the family member,,
singing, goin' crazy..
watch the slide of old photos...
so happy....
it's a pity I came late...
*can't blame anyone actually*


and now,,
it's 4 more days till..
FIFTEEN.. ;)
*gonna sing that song again and again...*

one more days till Valentine and Lunar New Year...

Tomorrow is 14 of February...
this time, is quite different from before...

first one is
Lunar New Year *or Chinese New Year, whatever*
And I'm really, really happy..
coz I'll meet my cousin..
*waaa..... I miss them....*

Second,
Valentine day..
well, nothing special actually
coz i don't hv bf yet..
but I'm still wanting it.. haha..

What I'm happy for is
The Lunar New Year!!
Can't wait for it...

Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine Day.....

parents' room feels like heaven...

tomorrow night will be 1 week I slept in my parents' room..
well, admit it,
parents' room feels like heaven..

whenever I couldn't sleep,
I went there and sleep...

There, no need to be afraid...
warmth is there..
so lucky i could sleep there for 1 week..
*n my dad isn't angry... :p*

well, actually i want to sleep in my own room..
but i'm afraid
if I sleep in my own room,
then I could not sleep in their room anymore..
what should I do??? TT

lately

okay...
he's here..
but as usual, he won't talk to me 1st..
so i had to talk first..
girl ask boy first????
unbelievable... I'm not gonna do that,...
but at last, I did it.. :(
*I'm so disappointed with me,hope I could be tougher*

this morning, mom said,
"Next month we'll have fam reunion...
it'll be held in auntie's house..
she said that u might play the piano,
but don't play classic song.."
Mom may not ask me to play..
but it seems that she said that to ask me to play..

I'm fine to play the piano..
but I'm not that expert...
what song should I play??

S.O.S by JB??
A little bit longer by Nick J??
Zhi dui ni you gan jue by FLH n Hebe??
Suan tian by FLH n SHE???

dunno.... :(

feel guilty

Ok. I really feel guilty..
It's been 2 days from Sunday..
And I dunno how to fix it...
*hope I could fix it*

He's the one who ever fell in love with her..
And now, I'd ruined everything...
What a nice girl I am???

Now my world isn't the same anymore..
He feels bad, n so do I..
I don't know what her exact feeling,,
but he said that she's happy now..
I don't think so..
cause she's not that kind of girl..
She still have feeling for shouting out loud..
Maybe she's not like me, but in some ways, she's better than me...
Much more better than me.....
Hope he know that...

I really don't know what I must to do...
He's better with her..
but not her...
*sigh*

my memories...

Last day of semester 1 holiday..

And I really bored..

Have nothing to do..

Then got an idea for editing my photo...

Well, thanks God I got photoscape in my grandma’s laptop..

So, I edited some of my pictures with my friends..

It’s one of my memories..

When I edit it, I suddenly feel miss them, especially her..

*can u guess???*

I really can’t cherish the time..

When I was there, I didn’t look for her..

And now, I regret it..

Really-really regret..

When will I be there again??

It’s gonna be take a long waiting...

Not only bored now.. I start to feel scared..

It’s only 2 days more till her leaving..

Well, it’s the 2nd time,

But I still scared..

*I just like a loser*

Well, I have to be braver...