Once again,,I'm not ready...

H**l, why the time can't stop?
sometimes we need it to move quicker,
but sometimes we need it to move slower or even stop..
Well, that's Human.. Never feel satisfied...

Why I'm not ready?
okay, here are some reasons...

1. I'm not in the class with my best girl..

2. I've spent the whole holiday (+the 2nd semester final exam) with my sis..
And now, she just left like that.. I'm alone again..
*that's why I wish I had a lil bro or sis*

3. I get more pressure this year..
Because of score, and bla bla bla..

4. I just want to be with her.. is that wrong??

well, i guess that's all..

satisfaction

i know, people never feel satisfied..
but sometimes, we do need to be satisfied for a while..

Paragon.. the newest mall in town..
it's quite far from home,
and I went there just for watching movie??

Hey, I spent a lot of time planning this..
who will pick me up, with whom, and blablabla

then I got there.. bought the tickets, watched the movie..
my first aim CHECKED..
I called my mom and told her the movie's done,
she said that she was picking clothes at the dry clean,
I thought I still have time to buy coffee, or at least snacks..

well, as i know, Indonesian worker are SLOW.. d*mn SLOW..
that's why we need to queue everywhere..
at the locket, at the bakery, and everywhere...

and that's why, I didn't buy anything at last
cause my mom was outside.. ****

i need refreshing, people..
it's not easy to get there,,
and i don't want to went there just for watching A movie..
at least let me walk around for a while!!!
*sigh*