I wonder.....

Sometimes I wonder,
What if I weren't born here?
What if I were a Singaporean or Chinese or, even better, American???

well, actually...
I'm bored to live here..

I can't be an independent person..
I need someone to be with me to go anywhere..
No SAFE public transportation,
well, taxi is quite safe.. but the cost......... no thanks.. :p
Bus... mmmm.. don't know how and where to take buses here, except, BRT...
but still, I don't know the route...
and the important one, I'm just a 15-year-old GIRL
walk alone in public means look for death...

huff..
maybe I watched too much movie,
so, I'm wanting their life..
but it's not so possible to live their life here...
is it??