Samantha = a good Listener

Samuel + anthos = Samantha..
Which means A good listener,
a Listener of God,
or God has heard..

A good listener..
Well, I admit, I like to listen to my friend's stories..
I like their story actually,
but sometimes I get bored cause some people always tell the same topic of their stories..
Such as "boys" for girls..

But it's seems that they rarely ask me 4 my story..
I don't know it's only my feeling or it's the truth..

Well, My story might not as interesting as theirs,
but I want to share is it wrong?
When I share some story,
they just listen and done, do nothing..
Never give response or advice..
Well, sometimes they give advice but what I really need actually is response..

Tug of war

yesterday, my school arranged 2 competition for celebrating the independence day...
yes, today is the independence day..

I join the Tug of war competition..
actually, I didn't plan to join it coz seems that I'm not chosen.. :p
but then, no one is willing to play, so I just join to have some fun.. :)
in fact, I really had a lot of fun..

1. coz I won... well, my team won...
2. I saw him playing for 8 times.. well, actually he's quite pitiful.. he needed to play 8 times to win,, but I just played 6 times..
   

well, actually, I didn't plan to watch his match, cause I've just done doing mine, and I wanted some cool air.. so I went inside my class.. then, I heard the host said, "This is grade 12 Social 1 VS...."
weew.. It's his class.. Maybe I should watch.. and I saw him standing next to the... well, let's say "rope".. haha, don't know what its name actually.. :D

then his class won the first competition..
after that, I played again for the semifinal, and so did he..
I won, and so did he.. but I just play 2 times, for semifinal, and he needed to play 3 times..
and so was the final.. I played 2 times, but he played 3 times.. :p

well,, you've done well, boy!! you look cute, in fact..


the last one I was really happy is because Rheyhan was there too...
finally, he went to my school... Lol..

Happy birthday, dear Boy....

hey, boy..
I know it's late here (but not there)

I want to wish u a happy birthday..

I hope you have a blast one...

I wish you know I exist.. :p

All the best for you, boy...

Once again,,I'm not ready...

H**l, why the time can't stop?
sometimes we need it to move quicker,
but sometimes we need it to move slower or even stop..
Well, that's Human.. Never feel satisfied...

Why I'm not ready?
okay, here are some reasons...

1. I'm not in the class with my best girl..

2. I've spent the whole holiday (+the 2nd semester final exam) with my sis..
And now, she just left like that.. I'm alone again..
*that's why I wish I had a lil bro or sis*

3. I get more pressure this year..
Because of score, and bla bla bla..

4. I just want to be with her.. is that wrong??

well, i guess that's all..

satisfaction

i know, people never feel satisfied..
but sometimes, we do need to be satisfied for a while..

Paragon.. the newest mall in town..
it's quite far from home,
and I went there just for watching movie??

Hey, I spent a lot of time planning this..
who will pick me up, with whom, and blablabla

then I got there.. bought the tickets, watched the movie..
my first aim CHECKED..
I called my mom and told her the movie's done,
she said that she was picking clothes at the dry clean,
I thought I still have time to buy coffee, or at least snacks..

well, as i know, Indonesian worker are SLOW.. d*mn SLOW..
that's why we need to queue everywhere..
at the locket, at the bakery, and everywhere...

and that's why, I didn't buy anything at last
cause my mom was outside.. ****

i need refreshing, people..
it's not easy to get there,,
and i don't want to went there just for watching A movie..
at least let me walk around for a while!!!
*sigh*

what I want to say

I'm not sure enough about what i'm going to write actually...
so I'm not sure y'all know what or who i'm saying...

First, I would like to say "thank you" for one of my girl...
thanks for buying me "The Last Song" novel with the cover like I imagine...
*I'll pay ofc.. whenever we met after the holiday..*

Second, I would like to say "thank you" *again* to my new "brother"
thanks for accompanying me this holiday..
I hope we can be in the same class next year

Third, I would like to say "thank you" *ironically* to one of my friend..
you've made me such a fool.. really thank you...

Fourth, I can't even wait for 27 of June.. I'll be out of town.. YAY!!!

Fifth, I would like to say "Good luck" for my girl..
Good Luck on your way you've chosen.. :)

I guess that's all..

Happy holiday, Guys!!!!!

Which One Do You Choose??

"Which one do u choose??"
Science or Art??

when u're at grade 10 in National School or other schools (except International School),
you'll be asked this question..

well, it's quite hard to answered that, for me..

of course, because of some reasons..

1.I can't memorize..
I seldom get 100 in memorizing lessons, like Geo,Sociology,History, etc.

2. How would be my Biology if I choose Science??
I've told you, I'm bad at memorizing.. although actually, you can't memorize when you're learning Biology.. It'll make u easier to forget...

3. I'm not planning to take a class which has relation to science later at college or university
well, I don't have any interest at those kind of classes..

4. Can't I choose Language??
Big NO!!! there's no Language choice in my school.. T,T

Why we can't choose our favorite lesson??
Like at Harry Potter..
take the lesson which with the highest score..
It'll make school more fun and easier..

what a very nice dream.. haha..