some things can't be missed, some loves can't be released

Some things can't be missed
Some loves can't be released

K

it's not my own word actually..
I copied that from a Taiwanese drama series, 4 gifts 女王不下班

In my opinion, what K said is true..
some things, when you missed them, you can't take those back..
and you must face the fact that you've missed them..

and the same thing with love...
When you're fall in love, why you have to release it??
keep hold it until the love has gone..
it might hurt, but,
if you had released it, and you realize that it's yours actually,
it gonna hurt more...

that's what my opinion.. I'm just sharing...

new year resolution

I feel like it's kinda a little bit late..
but better late than never... ;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR....

i don't know why, but in the last few seconds in 2010, I felt like I don't want to let it go..
well, these are my memories in 2010..
umm.. I know, some are may be not written here..
But all of my memories are gonna be here, in my heart forever...

* Held my 15th birthday party and it's really a great party (25.02.2010)
* More mature, in my opinion.. :)
* Visit Shanghai 2010 Expo.. it's awesome, oops, it's better than awesome... a pity, my dad didn't come with us..
* got higher mark than grade 10..
* more independent at school...
* got closer to my cousins..
* found out a crush.. :p
* made a sina account (Chinese twitter)
* finished some Chinese books.. :)
* found a brother...
* be a sudden celebrity.. lol.. that's really exhausting..

anything else??
don't think so.. :p

n this new year resolution is....

1. save some money.. :)
2. make a decision for university.. quicker is better :p
3. get the first rank.. at least, try my best..
4. finish my English story..
5. Forget some memories which should be forgotten
6. be more friendly
7. more friends..

what else?? haha..
not sure.. :p
guess that's all.. :D

I hope this will be better than last year...

family

a lot of ppl said that FAMILY stands for "Father And Mother I Love You"
then what about brother and sister? They still part of a family, right??

that's not what I'm gonna talk about actually

I'd like to say *well, kinda complaining* about my and my friend's family condition..

Some of my friends' parents didn't allow them to have a relationship now.. I mean, when we're in High School. They think that we're not adult enough, while we think it's kinda late, because a lot of our friends alr had their relationship since... um... Junior High, or even maybe Elementary school..

well, but in my opinion, they have a very nice family.. They usually go somewhere, and it's usually abroad (where I wanted to have my holiday with my family), on holiday...

and they (my friends) aren't really happy with that condition..
They prefer having a relationship to having a holiday with family..
well, human never feel satisfied, right?? and they regret it when they lost it..

If can't have relationship is the only way to have a family vacation, then I prefer not to have a relationship right now....

I always wanna be your little girl

last night,
when I said good night to my mom and dad,
my dad said,
"why don't you grow up?"
and I actually didn't get what my dad said..
then he continued,
"why are you still like a little girl?"
I didn't know what to answer,
so I just smiled..

After I went out from their bedroom,
I told myself,
Because I always wanna be your little girl, dad...

I actually already planned something for my 17th b'day
but, I don't think that I'm gonna tell this to anyone,
except, they're reading my blog.. :)

everyone says 17.. you're now not a little girl/boy anymore..
you've grown up..
yes, we've grown up..
But here, in my heart, I always wanna be your little girl, mom, dad..
will you do this for me???

Aaron said....

well, you might ask, who the hell is Aaron??
He's not my boy *But I wish he was.. lol..*
He's not my brother *and again, I wish he were... :p*
He's the most influenced person in my life...

He got a cute face,
but,
He's been suffering a lot,
I wish I could replace him....

I'm not gonna talk about Aaron this time..
But I'm gonna talk bout what he said..

He said that, Life without friends is like life without the sunshine..
then,
what about life without love??
what I mean love here is love between boyfriend and girlfriend..

I know, friends are more important than a boy/girlfriend.
But, is it wrong wanting a boyfriend/girlfriend??
No, right?? :)

"you're smart"....

A lot of my friends said,
"you're smart!!"
"So lucky to be you..."

what's the benefit of being me??
well, I admit, my score at school is good..
but, Have you ever seen me win a competition which don't have relation with subjects??

I'm just good at subjects..
I don't know what talent that I have..

some of them want to be like me,
have a good score at school and lalala...

hey, don't you think that you guys are more talented than me??
the fact is that, I envy you guys..
you maybe not good at school, but you have skills...
And you can use it..
But I think, not me..
I don't know what talent is mine..

I play piano, but just play.. *you know what i mean*
I draw, but just draw, no art..
I sing, but i just like it, I don't think my voice is special.
*sigh*

a lot of people said
"you're smart"
but nobody's ever said
"you're special"

sudden celebrity

why I chose this title? coz I am now..
haha..
you don't believe?? no problem..
I'll tell why I chose this title..

august 21, 2010..
it was the first day i became a sudden celebrity..
well, on Wednesday august 18, if I'm not mistaken,
my brother invited me to his b'day party..
well, Okay. I don't have any plan for saturday, so it's fine

then, Thursday august 19, 2010...
I got another b'day party invitation for Saturday..
WHAT???? Saturday??? the same day??
then I saw the time.. and the same time??
the place, well, ofc, not the same place..
how can I be at the different place on the same time??
NO WAY!!!!
then I asked my mom, 'what should I do?"
my mom said, 'it's up to me..'
wew -.-''

one is my brother now, and one was my brother..
*well, he's still my brother.. but we're not that close anymore*
ofc, I prefer my present brother than the other one..
but, I don't want to disappoint the other brother,
or let's say, I don't want to miss this opportunity...
so my last choice is that, come to both of them..

and I did.. I went to my brother first, then to my present brother..
but at last, I don't think I'm satisfied or I'm happy... :(

and I'm afraid, this thing is happening again..
today, 16 Oct, I had 2 b'day invitations *again*
1st is my classmate's.. she's a girl
2nd, is my.... well, you can say, my ex..
I'd like to come to both of them.. but.. *there's always 'but'...*

I don't think I belong to her b'day party..
but I belong to his b'day party..
I don't think I'm important to him,
but I'm important to her...*well, at least, she is quite important to me*

uurgh.. so confusing...
I really hope that's not gonna happen for the third time..

and let's see for next week plan..
okay, 21 oct, my little nephew gonna be a month, and there's gonna be a party *again*
then, last night, my dad gave me an another b'day invitation.. well, let's say my cousin's little girl is turning one... and there's a birthday party *again and again*
then, the next week, 28 Oct is my big nephew birthday..
and 1 Nov, it's my mom n my friend 's birthday.. oh my!!!